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— My Cheating Heart
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OK, I'm really close to my best friend (obviously), and it was her boyfriend who introduced me to MY boyfriend. both of our men live in the same house, and i'm moving in with her in july (me and her are in uni). I'm also quite close to her boyfriend, i've allways gotten on better with lads though.
But, it was about 2 weeks ago, it was one of our friends birthday's, and we'd gone round to hers for pre-drinks. here's the problem, we were very drunk when it happened and what WAS a passing hug turned into a little more than a kiss (note: we were fully clothed). as an extra note, we have said to each other openly that we are atracted, but both love our partners very much. it was lust more than anything. we felt so stupid afterwards and kept shtum.
We all always meet up on a sunday for the local pub quiz, and my boyfriend couldnt come, he's starting a new job the monday. so it was me, my best mate, him, and my other friend. we went back to my best mates, hadnt really drunk, stone cold sober by this point. My other friend had been having some trouble so my best mate stayed with her after we'd all talked and her boyfriend offered to walk me home seeing as it was dark. I saw no problem with this, he'd walked me home before, we were friends. I'd also been having some problems back home with my family, and it was nice to have someone to talk to on the way home (my uni home). we had a nice chat, and i'd cleared my head a bit. It was freezing out so I invited him in for a moment to get warm. (my house is always boiling) we went upstairs, my housemates were busy drinking in the front room. and this is where things got interesting. When I'm thinking, I tend to drift off into nothing, and he asked the dreaded question, "what are you thinking?" my reply ended up as another kiss, that kiss almost leading to sex, after some flirtatious banter and even after a discussion of how we really shouldnt be doing this.... things got quite passionate and heated, but we stopped before anything more happened. again, we said we'd keep shut, lust is a stupid feeling. but despite this agreement to not take it any further, we both agreed that it added some exitement, jumping round every corner incase we get caught out. I don't want it to happen again, it would break my boyfriends heart, and it would ruin at least 4 peoples current lives.
But at the same time, I secretly wish we had of taken it further when we could, and even though we promised ourselves, I have a feeling we could.
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1/31/2010 at 11:26 PM
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— My Cheating Heart —OK, I'm really close to my best friend (obviously), and it was her boyfriend who introduced me to MY boyfriend. both of our men live in the same house, and i'm moving in with her in july (me and her are in uni). I'm also quite close to her boyfriend, i've allways gotten on better with lads though.