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My family kinda sucks...on both sides. On my moms side if they had a family crest it would say "go ye for thyself" and me especially, i think there is some resentment directed at me cuz i resemble my father (who i no longer am on speaking terms with...) I think that fact upsets some of my moms family...but then again my father is a mental narcississ so it's not hard to un understand. I really wonder about my cousin's wife...she doesn't really seem to like anybody or try to become friends with anyone....whenever we have family dinners and she's there, she's usually quiet as a mouse. I mean she'll speak if u speak to her first, but she'll NEVER engage anyone in a conversation. I really don't have enough space to go off on everyone, but what i can say is how they all abandoned me when i needed them the most. I was homeless for nearly a year. From Oct. 03 - Aug 04. what fucked me up the most was the fact that I have several family members living in the same city i do. My moms, my pops, myy grandma, my uncle & 1 of my aunts. At the time any one of them coulda let me stay with them and they ALL left me hanging hard! In 2003 i got evicted from my spot and had nowhere to go. Some bitchass liar/con artist got into contact w/ my pops and said she was his long-lost sister and that i could come stay with her. I stayed there in Kansas City,MO for only a month and the bitch kicked me out for no good damn reason. Yeah I was smokin weed, but she told me she ain't have no problem with it as long as i was gettin out and lookin for a gig. Which i did EVERY day!!! After the bitch kicked me out she told my pops (which was prolly a lie) that someone came looking for me to offer me a full time gig, only 3 days after that stankass liar kicked me out. So i come back to indianapolis (hometown) and slept in a bus station, cuz i literally had nowhere to go. I called around and nobody would let me stay with them. I guess they all wrote me off and i nearly fell into the clutches of despair. I was battling depression every day that i was homeless. I ended up stayin in a shelter for several months until i couldn't tolerate being expoited anymore by the ppl that run the shelter. Seriously, they have those homeless men doing slave labor in order to stay in the Good News Mission, owned by a evil dickface named Dan. Fortunately, i was able to get out of that situation by signing up to go to Job Corps in Cincinnati. I know it's been 6 years since this happened but fuck this shit is just stuck in my craw and i don't know how to shake it. I have a lot of resentment toward my mother's side of the family, so much so that if any one of them ever became homeless and asked if they could stay in my spot where i have more room than i need, I would sharply turn them down and tell them what for.
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2/8/2010 at 5:43 AM
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— My Family —My family kinda sucks...on both sides. On my moms side if they had a family crest it would say "go ye for thyself" and me especially, i think there is some resentment directed at me cuz i resemble my father (who i no longer am on speaking terms with...) I think that fact upsets some of my moms family...but then again my father is a mental narcississ so it's not hard to un understand. I really wonder about my cousin's wife...she doesn't really seem to like anybody or try to become friends with anyone....whenever we have family dinners and she's there, she's usually quiet as a mouse. I mean she'll speak if u speak to her first, but she'll NEVER engage anyone in a conversation. I really don't have enough space to go off on everyone, but what i can say is how they all abandoned me when i needed them the most. I was homeless for nearly a year. From Oct. 03 - Aug 04. what fucked me up the most was the fact that I have several family members living in the same city i do. My moms, my pops, myy grandma, my uncle & 1 of my aunts. At the time any one of them coulda let me stay with them and they ALL left me hanging hard! In 2003 i got evicted from my spot and had nowhere to go. Some bitchass liar/con artist got into contact w/ my pops and said she was his long-lost sister and that i could come stay with her. I stayed there in Kansas City,MO for only a month and the bitch kicked me out for no good damn reason. Yeah I was smokin weed, but she told me she ain't have no problem with it as long as i was gettin out and lookin for a gig. Which i did EVERY day!!! After the bitch kicked me out she told my pops (which was prolly a lie) that someone came looking for me to offer me a full time gig, only 3 days after that stankass liar kicked me out. So i come back to indianapolis (hometown) and slept in a bus station, cuz i literally had nowhere to go. I called around and nobody would let me stay with them. I guess they all wrote me off and i nearly fell into the clutches of despair. I was battling depression every day that i was homeless. I ended up stayin in a shelter for several months until i couldn't tolerate being expoited anymore by the ppl that run the shelter. Seriously, they have those homeless men doing slave labor in order to stay in the Good News Mission, owned by a evil dickface named Dan. Fortunately, i was able to get out of that situation by signing up to go to Job Corps in Cincinnati. I know it's been 6 years since this happened but fuck this shit is just stuck in my craw and i don't know how to shake it. I have a lot of resentment toward my mother's side of the family, so much so that if any one of them ever became homeless and asked if they could stay in my spot where i have more room than i need, I would sharply turn them down and tell them what for. #8951 — Comments (2) — 2/8/2010 at 5:43 AM — That's Juicy! (3) — Lame (1)