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I'm a guy & my first sexual experience was with my first-cousin who's 5 years my junior. I had sex with her when i was 18.....she wouldn't let penetrate her puss, but i showlnuff poked that ass....i guess what made me do it was the fact that i was always made to feel ugly and inattractive by the majority of females i've encountered (up to that point). I didn't think i'd get any girl to EVER give me the goods....what's more fucked up is me & my other male cousin both had sex with her at the same time. He's the one who suggested it in the first place....i wish i had never done that shit, but even now nearly 10 years later i still struggle to get some ass....only way i know for sure i can go get some is if i call a hooker that lives down the street...i fucked her once, pussy wasn't bad but the lazy bitch just layed there....*snore* i can't fuck wit her no more tho...i feel like it's russian roulette fuckin with that cum receptacle...might fuck around and get herpes or some other shit! ewl!!!! If a girl ain't throwin at me i don't really know any other way to get some pussy....tried to have my old piece of shit father teach me about women but the crazy old fuck just left me hanging hard and told me "you'll have to figure that out on your own"......i really resent him for that.....and now i'm nearly 28 and still pretty clueless on how to go to a bar meet a bitch and take her home...or meet a broad in the supermarket...i've gotten better over the years, i'm not as shy as i use to be when i was a teenager, but still...*smh* i'm tired of beating off to porn....i just wanna be like most other guys and just go and get some ass whenever i feel like it...or at least a pretty hot gf that would let me fuck on a regular...
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2/9/2010 at 7:54 AM
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