• Adult Confessions
    — Dreams and Wishes —
    I was a fool so many years ago and walked out of her life. I have thought of her, loved her and missed her for all these years. A few years ago, I looked for her, found her, saw she was married, and decided to stay away. Suddenly, today, she found me online & sent me an email. I replied and simply asked her how she was doing. I wanted to tell her I've loved her all these years, I'm sorry for the way I was all those years ago.

    I want to tell her I'd like to see her.
    I don't want to see her.
    Nothing good could come of it.
    Either we'd spend some time talking then walk away, which would make me miss her even more, or, even worse... we'd realize we want to be together and should always have been together, creating a mess of her marriage and mine. Or, maybe, we'd see each other in secret now and then, and that would be as bad as anything else.

    We're both different people now. We both have our own lives. Nothing good can come of this.

    But I love her, I miss her, and I want to be with her.
    #8997 — Comments (2) — 3/19/2010 at 3:47 AM — That's Juicy! (7) — That's Lame. (2)
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    D, I wish I knew this was you. I think of you all the time. I miss you so much. M
    6/23/10
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    I think you should meet up with her. Call it a "catching up lunch" or whatever, then as things progress, tell her how you feel, you never know, she might feel the same or is thinking the same thing you are. You only live once, so why not jump in? If it doesn't work out, at least you won't spend the rest of your life always wondering. Wishing you the best. :)
    8/23/10
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