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— When I Was a Kid —When I was 15, I had to get my tonsils removed. Even though most kids had them removed when they were young, my doctor didn't get around to recommending it until I was 15. So the surgery was scheduled and my parents took me in. Even though they were only operating down my throat, I was still forced to undress and wear only a gown that tied in the back. I couldn't even wear my underwear!? I was given a pill to sedate me and then later an orderly came in to my room with a gurney. The nurse and orderly helped me move from my bed to the gurney and then I was covered up with a sheet.
I was feeling pretty out of it by then and I remember my mom squeezing my hand and faint conversations as the orderly wheeled me out of the room on the gurney. The orderly was this black guy in his 20s and he kept talking to me but I was only half awake and don't remember what he said to me. I do remember him wheeling me into an elevator and he had to stand with his back to the door.
That's when he molested me, at least I think he did. When I was 15, I was small for my age, probably 5' 1" and 110 lbs. I don't remember him doing this, but what I do remember is that somehow he slipped his hand under the sheet and under my gown and felt his hand groping my penis and testicles. I remember this fingers being strong because he spread my legs a little more by just expanding his hand. Once my legs were spread some, it felt like his middle finger was tickling my butthole too while he was squeezing the shaft of my penis.
I think I must have gotten a little bit of an erection because one of the last things I remember is him lifting up the sheet and gown to look. I remember this because I felt the cooler air below my waist. I heard the elevator bell ding and remember him removing his hand and he lowered the gown and sheet again, even tucking the sheet into the gurney like it had been.
I didn't remember this until I got home a few days later. It seemed like a dream but also like it really happened. Isn't that what sedation does to you? Anyway, ever since then I fantasize about it happening again but I want to be fully awake this time.
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