I fell for guy that I never thought I would. We are so opposite in many ways. I'm a straight edge for the most part, and he is, well... not. We have so many differences, yet we enjoy talking and discussing with each other. It started out as a "physical" relationship, but now I think it's different now.

We had a somewhat serious talk earlier this week, and we both pretty much said that we had to stop seeing each other, because we were both becoming MORE interested in each other. It wasn't only a physical thing anymore. We liked each other's personalities, quirks, differences, and likes. We had said before that we should stop seeing and talking with each other, but now I think he means it. I've waited for a call or reply from him for the last week. Perhaps he's just busy. I'll give him the benefit of the doubt, but I think deep down he doesn't want to get close. I'll wait a little while longer for him, but one can only wait so long, you know?

It makes me sad, because although we had a lot of differences, I feel that we really connected and had a lot to learn from each other. We both still have some maturing to do (Who doesn't?) and there are things that we both would like to do in life. I was hoping we would at least be in contact through all the

Well, I guess I'll never really know the reason. If we don't talk or see each other again, I won't regret the last month of my life. I enjoyed it, and it brought many smiles to my face. I can only hope that it did the same for him too.

For now, he'll just be the boy in my dreams, and someone real will eventually take his place. I hope one day we can meet and talk again, even if it is brief. He still owes me a cup of coffee anyway, so maybe he'll pop back in my life again. I'd be content just sitting across from him and enjoying his presence with a cup of coffee in my hands.

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