• Adult Confessions
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    So I'm a 500lb guy and lonely most of my life.

    Now I was so desperate for sex that a few years ago I started searching the internet and posting ads at every fat person website I could find. Like all those BBW websites you see where big women are looking for a man. Well I ended up going out with a few girls but we were both so damn big that sex was not really possible because our two fat bellys were in the way.

    I got frustrated and stopped looking for about a year and then I found a website that had normal sized women that had a fetish and liked fat guys. They call them FA's(fat admirerers) and I placed a profile of myself there and forgot about it. A month or so later a girl sent me an email and we started talking. She was nice and slim about 110 pounds and normal in almost every way except she like fat guys and said she always had.

    Well I had to travel 5 states away to meet her and when I got there thats when I realized she was a lot weirder than she let on. First night was AWESOME, she wanted me to let her rub my belly and she started unbuttoning my shirt in the hotel room and at first I was embarassed because this girl is normal and I always feel like a fat joke.
    But she started kissing my chest and then my belly and I got turned on and started to squeeze her tits and she just sat up and casually took off her shirt and bra. I had never had sex before so again I was intimidated but soon I got into it and we moved to the bed and she sucked on my dick a little bit and then I ate her pussy for a long time and then she pulled me up and we kissed a while and she licked her own pussy juice off my face and I almost came right there, lol.

    She wanted me to get on top of her and this is where it started to get weird. She was small enough that I could fuck her on top but I was scared to put my weight on her. Well thats what she wanted come to find out. She wanted me to basically put my weight on her and fuck her. She said in her fantasies she gets turned on by all the fat pressing down on her and the softness of the fat rolls smothering her.

    I did as she asked and she was so turned on by the whole thing that she was screaming really loud that I was scared someone next door would hear us. She started having multiple orgasms and they were coming one after the other and I could feel her pussy contracting around my dick each time. By her 6th or 7th orgasm I came inside her then started to roll off but she grabbed me and told me to please stay on her.

    She had one more orgasm and then went limp and started crying. I thought she was feeling disgusted she had just fucked a fat guy and I told her I was sorry but she tried to speak and couldn't get the words out for a minute and she kept crying and she was holding me so tight I didnt dare move. Finally she loosened up and I rolled off to the side and asked her if she was ok. She told me she was crying because it was the most intense pleasure she had ever felt in her life and that she almost passed out having so many orgasms because they were so intense.

    I didn't know what to say so i just held her and we went to sleep. the next day she wanted me to come to her house and when I got there we fucked again in her room but this time we just sort of fucked normally. After that she went into the kitchen and started cooking and I took a shower. When I got out she had all this stuff cooked and had a shit load of sweets she had bought at the store and had it all laid out on the table like a big ass buffet.

    She told me she wanted me to sit on the couch with my head in her lap and she wanted to feed me. Again I found out that she was kind of weird and haddnt mentioned this stuff while we had talked before I left to go see her.

    I felt like I should let her and I went into the living room and we sat there with my head on her lap and she started feeding me cookies, cake, candy and shit like that. She started rubbing her crotch with one hand while feeding me with the other. She fingered herself and finally she came while watching me eat food.

    I was feeling strange about the whole deal but it got a lot weirder. A day later I was back in my hotel packing to go back home and she was there too. We had spent almost every minute together for the 3 days I was there.
    This was my last night and I had to leave at 4a.m. but she wanted to stay with me until I left and we fucked again that night like we had the first night. She came so much she started crying and thats when she whispered that she loved me. I was scared and didnt say anything and we fell asleep.
    Woke up at 4 and said our goodbyes and kissed for a very long time before I had to pull away and say I needed to get going.

    Well, when I finally got home I sat down at my computer after unpacking and checked my emails. She had written me an email after I had left. It said that she was sorry for saying she loved me and she was just so caught up with emotion that she didnt want to make me feel uncomfortable. Then she said that she did have strong feelings and could imagine us married one day and she could stay at home and bake for me all day long and feed me and shit like that.
    Weirdest part of all was that she actually said she could imagine us having a couple of kids one day and she wanted them to be fat like me. YES, she actually said that she wanted any kids we have to be fat, lol.

    Well I was so scared that I fucking panicked and ignored her emails and blocked her phone number. I was thinking this lady is insane and I thought wanting fat kids was pretty bad.

    Fast forward a couple of years and I'm fucking lonely as hell and I actually miss her. I tried to find her or contact her but her emails get returned immediately so Im certain that email account is no longer in use. Also her old number is now someone elses number and that guy said hes had that number for about a year now.

    I know its a long shot but if She happens to read this please email me at Swgfanforlife@gmail.com

    #9191 — Comments (3) — 8/22/2010 at 8:30 PM — That's Juicy! (9) — That's Lame. (0)
  • 1
    dude you fucked up she is every fat mans dream girl
    9/11/10
  • 2
    ^ ^ ^ ^ ^
    What that dude said.
    9/11/10
  • 3
    ...i hope she finds you...cuz you done did what those two said^^^^
    2/1/11
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