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A good friend of mine (who I also work with) has recently discovered her husband to be cheating on her for the second time (!). She was naturally quite upset and has already said she's going to get a divorce soon. She's got a few kids but is only in her mid thirties and looks well and is quite the capable independent mother.
In the back of my mind though, I have this desire (as fucked up as it might be) to sleep with her (not RIGHT NOW, I mean like in the near future of like six months or so?). Partly it is to get myself laid, of course. However the majority of the motivation *IS* to put her mind at ease and to show her that she is still worthwhile physically and mentally. I mean, I know its likely never going to happen and that's completely fine too... AND I know its fucked up. It sounds weird but I'm completely comfortable with the idea of being a 'rebound' fuck and then just being friends, or friends with benefits. It probably sounds selfish too, but I honestly want to show her she deserves better... I imagine any comments directed towards me might claim I am not that person, and perhaps not, but hey, this is the point of this anonymous confession site right? Never have done this before but I figure total anonymity (or as close to it as possible) is at least one way to get this off my chest, ya know? I'm very likely to be hated by anyone reading... so good thing for being just words on a screen. Honest to god, I don't mean anything sinister... it just sucks to see such a commanding woman being hurt by an unfaithful partner like that.
Like I said above, I'm ten years younger then she is, but we get along very well both at work and off and she's the kind of person that I can talk to about anything (and based on some of the things she's told me, I'd like to imagine its visa-versa too). I completely understand (logically) that a long-term relationship will likely never develop. I just want to erase her pain, if only for one night! Is it still a bad thing? Maybe... but that's how it is. I mean, heck if nothing ever develops that's fine too. Its just something I've got deep down.
Well I expect any replies to be pretty harsh... its eating me up inside that I even can consider something like this, but again, that's just how it is. I'm not going to try and sleep with her right now, of course not. Give me a LITTLE credit here... but six months down the road? A year? I'd like to help her out, in multiple ways. It feels scary to even be mentioning this in near-total anonymity, but I really gotta get this off my chest. For the record I got nothing against her soon-to-be-ex personally and if she turns down my advances I will respect her wishes of course. Its just a desire I have deep down.
*deep breath* here goes nothing then.
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— Anything Goes —A good friend of mine (who I also work with) has recently discovered her husband to be cheating on her for the second time (!). She was naturally quite upset and has already said she's going to get a divorce soon. She's got a few kids but is only in her mid thirties and looks well and is quite the capable independent mother.