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— Dreams and Wishes —I'm a church-going mother of two boys and a girl, all under age seven. My husband doesn't drink and has a job at a bank. We smoke a bit of pot every week or so but nothing really bad.
Women aren't supposed to be pedophiles. We're not supposed to get juicy at the sights of a little-league game or boys at the pool.
But I lust after little boys between 7 and 12. I have a secret computer file full of little-boy porn. I masturbate to thoughts of sucking them and licking their little bums and having their tiny hard-ons inside me.
I've always felt like this but the only time I ever indulged it was when I was 15 and babysitting a boy who liked peeking up my skirt. We had a six-month affair that I still remember warmly with the best sex in my life.
My sons are getting older. I still give them baths. My boys sometimes get hard-ons during the process. I walk around in my underwear and let them do the same as long as they don't tell Daddy. I know it's only a matter of time before I give in to my base impulses. It should be easy since my husband insists that I be a stay-at-home Christian wife and he works sixty hour weeks trying for that promotion. It would be my own personal paradise. #9207 — Comments (6) — 8/25/2010 at 5:37 PM — That's Juicy! (27) — That's Lame. (7)
My son turns 9 next month and already showing interest!