I was raised in a good Catholic family and my husband's family and my family were good friends. Our fathers were business partners. I don't even remember being proposed to, and sex was such a dull chore that I often fell asleep in the middle of it.
By contrast, I remember how my affair started with crystal clarity. After my first child was born I was watching him and my brother-in-law (who is eight years younger than my husband and was only 13 at that time). I had always gotten along well with him and thought that he had a crush on me. We were joking around and he said he would love to kidnap me and take me away. I said that would be lovely but could he haul me around tied up. He said let's find out and went and got some clothesline and tied my wrists behind my back. I thought it a joke until he tied my wrists and ankles together and began touching me. For a half-hour he undressed me, fondled me, fingered me, and rubbed his erection on my face and breasts. Then we heard my husband's car drive up and I pulled off the ropes and straightened up my clothes. Everything was perfectly normal when he came in.
That night I considered what had happened. Those "bonds" had been a joke. I could have escaped any time and I knew it. I wasn't gagged and my neighbors were close by; a single shout would have gotten me rescued. He never threatened me in any way. And when I thought about it I got excited enough to touch myself. I went to Confession the next day and was given Absolution.
The day after that I dropped off the baby at his grandmother's, saying I wanted some "alone time". I picked up my brother-in-law at school and he seemed nervous. Then we stopped at a store and bought some clothesline. We kissed with tongue and he was so happy. As we went into my house, I put my hands behind my back and he tied my wrists. That was the day I had my first sexual orgasm.
We meet at least twice a week and more often if we can. My brother-in-law is 24 now and a wonderfully dominant lover who can force my body into screaming pleasure at his will. With him I'm his pet whore. He's even sold me on occasion. Despite the loose and easily-escapable way he ties me up I've gotten permanent rope-marks on my wrists and ankles.
My husband is still dull and uninterested; he hasn't touched me in three years. If we weren't all Catholic I would have divorced my husband and married his brother years ago. I'm certain that my second and fourth children are my lover's but the third might be my husband's. I still don't use birth control of course.
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