My mother and stepfather were always busy and I was alone or with babysitters a lot. But I knew from the time I was a little girl that I wanted a strong affectionate man like I imagined my father to be. I was sexualizing spanking and even bondage before I got my first training bra. As I got older I had slave-girl fantasies.

But it wasn't until the news talked about Joseph Fritzl that I knew what I wanted. Once I knew what to look for, I found them all over the internet - men who kept women prisoner for years in secret rooms, totally controlling and dominating their lives, using them in every possible way. It was my idea of heaven.

It's my ultimate fantasy - to be kept in a small room somewhere by my dominating master who will command every piece of my life, who will take me out only when he wants, who will breed me and abuse me as he will. I know women nowadays are supposed to be strong and equals to men, but I don't want to be.

I met my real father last year when I turned 18, and I love talking to him. I'm afraid to bring up the topic directly to him, but I work it into conversation every time I can. I finger myself every night imagining him chaining me up in a basement or keeping me in a closet and jumping on me and raping me whenever he wants. I am so sick I can;t believe it. I hope I get brave enough to ask him directly.

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by Anonymous on Dec 5, 2010 at 9:45 AM

Incest is hot to you??

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by Anonymous on Apr 19, 2012 at 12:11 PM

Just get a Muslim husband looool

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