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Out Of The Closet
Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    I love women make no mistake, but have always been attracted to the thought of being with a man. The first time this happened I was younger and was easily coerced into things. I was waiting at a barber shop for the barber to come back from lunch. Some perv came up to me and was talking about some young girls walking down the other side of the street, then he said he was sorry and that he shouldnt talk like that, i told him it was ok. Next thing I know he had me up in his filthy apartment showing me pornographic movies. He offered me 20 dollars if I would let him give me oral sex so i said ok.

    I had never forgotten about it and often thought about returning the favor. As I got older I thought about having sex with men. my fantasy was always of be performing oral sex on them and thats all i thought about. being from a small conservative town that never played out. I eventually moved to indianapolius with work, and thought often about acting on my thoughts knowing nobody would ever find out. after I had been there for about 6 months, I researched and found many places there I could go, adult theatres, bars,adult bookstores etc. I decided to try bookstores and theatres first. I was still very shy so i went into several bookstores and seen several guys that caught my eye, but i didnt know what the etiquette was, nothing happened that time. I went to a xxx theatre in an area called clarksville,Indiana near lousiville. I went in, paid my money and just sat down. It didnt take long before a guy was standing beside me and he asked if he could sit down. I said sure, and was very nervous. he was there 5 mins when i noticed him stroking his cock and watching the movie, again I didnt know the etiquette. after 15 or so mins he asked if I wanted to play, I told him I never did anything like this before but thats why i was there. He asked me if i liked sucking cock, which i had never done but of course I said yes....he responded by saying then do it. I started slowly sucking on his cock, which seemed like it was mamouth, but i never did this before so what did i know. I sucked on his cock, stroking him like i was an old pro and by now i was getting into it. I felt a brushing on my shoulder to find another man standing there with his cock out, hard and in my face. I just couldnt help myself and started licking and sucking his cock as i was taking turns on both of them. It didnt take long for the 1st guy to tense up as he started to cum. I did swallow and went back to the second guy where i could focus on his cock. again about 5 mins later her exploded in my mouth and they both thanksed me. the only thing that could have made my first time better was if 1 of those men had a big black cock. I have since sucked several of them as it is my prefrence and have even found a Bi-couple to play with.

    #10664 — Comments (1) — Dec 10, 2011 at 12:45 PM — That's Juicy! (14) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    Technically I'm still in the closet. My problem is that a number of years ago I started watching transsexual porn; I now have a massive collection. It used to be that these hot she bitches were treated as females, but over the last few years the genre has evolved and now the shemales make the men such their shecocks and butt fuck them. This role reversal turned me on so much, but I've come to realise if you're the one who wants to be the cocksucker and have their arse pussy fucked you've become a sissy faggot bottom. This is the reality that I want to admit, but can't. And once you're in this position it no longer matters whether your gay sex is with shemales or men, but I do prefer the femininity of a transsexual.

    I just want to be on my knees being the cocksucker I am. I can't concentrate on anything - all I can think of is hot gay sex. I had a girlfriend a few years ago and she was really kinky and we experimented with all sorts of stuff. I think she was really perceptive and was aware of my deep hidden sexual desires. I dressed in her mini skirts, bras and panties when we fucked; we engaged in mutual anal sex (with her using a strap on), and I licked her arsehole as much as her pussy. I owe her a huge thanks for making me what I am today and essentially more self aware. I have a nasty fantasy of being able to suck dick in front of her and with her yelling at me what a filthy faggot cocksucker I am.

    Anyhow, my gay desires have become so overwhelming I've nearly visited some glory holes so I can get some cock to suck. At the moment I've had to content myself with my transsexual and gay porn. My porn collection is huge and a I wank to it so much. Lately that hasn't been good enough and I had to do to the local adult shop and buy a strap on cock. I was so embarrassed, humiliated, and ashamed when I bought that dick, but also extremely excited. The other customers and shop assistants know you are gay and know what you are going to do with that cock as soon as you get home. And they are right - I've sucked that cock and fucked my arse pussy with it so much. I have definitely got my money's worth. However, buying that dick was especially humiliating because the shop assistant was a sexy chick and she had two really attractive friends visiting her at work. You could tell the sort of insulting things they were thinking about me given the looks they were giving me. Once of them said "Have a fun night faggot" when I left the shop, which excited me more. I'm fortunate the sex shop I frequent doesn't have a glory hole though or I would have succumbed to sucking anonymous cock and being arse fucked too. Mind you I don't think this would have lowered the girls estimate of me because they know I do that shit anyhow. One of the things I really like about buying things like gay porn and vibrators from an adult shop is that it is sort of a mini confession to the people in the shop that you are a homosexual.

    I wake every morning with a hard-on because I've been dreaming all night of hot gay sex. I yearn to be made a real man's bitch who has a massive cock. I want to be his cocksucking cum slut and want me arse pussy fucked hard. I'd also love to lick his arsehole; I'm like a dog lapping at a bowl of water when I get to tongue whip a hot anus. I reckon any man would find me pretty cute because I've begun a pretty good lingerie collection which I've been ordering online and think I look pretty sexy when dressed.

    I'm thinking about sending this confession to my ex so she can out me on Facebook and tell the world what a little cocksucking slut I am. I think she'd be a little shocked, but when she recalla our kinky sex life will realise that this has been my destiny. Thanks baby. I hope you're proud of me. I love being gay baby. I just need to get the guts to tell the world.

    #10660 — Comments (1) — Dec 9, 2011 at 11:23 PM — That's Juicy! (6) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    I hate this i'm biologically a teenage girl buy sometimes i feel like i would be happier a guy. My friends even act like I'm mostlu a guy. I like being a girl sometimes... i sometimes like to dress up like one a year and look pretty but i would rather be a guy. I'm so confused, I don't know what i want or how to get it. I haven't even told my best friend this even though all my friends would be accepting. i'm also afraid of telling my mom (I haven't even told her that i'm bi)

    #10659 — Comments (3) — Dec 9, 2011 at 8:30 PM — That's Juicy! (2) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    i always caught my new dad, my step-dad eyeing me. Infact, it was at his insistence that i enhanced my breast to 38'. When my mother died, i was in his custody. He caught me talking to my bf at night one day. Then he changed the rules of the house. I was not to lock my room or my toilet door. He would enter any time to check on me. in fact he used to deliberately come when i was in the bath or while i was sleeping. I sleep naked and one day he got into the bed with me sayin gu must be feeling cold.

    But two days back his cousin came. And they fucked me. also

    #10650 — Comments (0) — Dec 8, 2011 at 5:43 PM — That's Juicy! (3) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    i moved to indianapolis many years ago. It was first time i was away from home and out of the small time city place i came from. I am a Bi man, but was never able to be myself where i live without anyone finding out. Imagine meeting someone online, showing up and realizing you know the person..........uhg

    when i got to the big city i used to go get drunk then go to the adult bookstores and theatrers and live out all my dirty fantasies that i had never been able to do back home. I sucked cock in gloryholes, in theatrers surrounded by 3 men, in a car outside a strip club, i even went to a black out party.

    #10620 — Comments (0) — Dec 2, 2011 at 9:13 AM — That's Juicy! (4) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    I remember the first time I was with a man. I wont give my age becaause it is irrelevent although it was consentual. I have always had an addiction to masterbating. I was staying at my grandmothers house and walked down to a local pizza shop to order myself a small pizza. while waiting at the counter I felt the need to jerk off and started playing with myself. this was an extremely small shop with just a small counter and an older lady who i knew working there. the headlkights came in so i decided to leave and come back after I had finished elsewhere. Next to the shop was a car wash that was closed and the doors pulled down. I opened one that wasnt locked and went into the bay (there were 4 of them that all connected) and walked over to the last one. There i pulled my pants down and started to jerk off. all of the sudden a door opened and I was caught in the middle of jacking off. The man shut the door behind him and asked what i was doing and I told him keeping warm waiting for my pizza (middle of winter) he walked into the other bays to make sure I wasnt stealing anything from the machines. He returned and told me he was calling the cops. I pleaded with him not to and told him I really wasnt trying to steal anything, that I didnt want to stand in the shop because people were looking to beat me up. I actually think he bought the story, then he asked what I would be willing do do for him. I said whatever just dont call the cops, he preceeded to reach down into my pants and play with my cock that had started to go limp. He got down on the floor and started to suck on me....first time I had ever got head. He then stood up and told me to remove my coat as i did. He threw it on the floor, and told me to get down on my knees. I did as I was told as he unzipped jis cock and pulled out his soft penis. He ordered me to suck and not to stop, I did. Of course I was scared but the longer I did it, the more I got into it. I loved the way his soft cock got hard in my mouth and I loved how he grabbed my head and forced it deeper into my mouth. Its funny because I always cum in a matter of minutes but It probably at least 20 for him, but make no mistake he did cum. He ordered me not to pull his cock out until he told me to and I listened. after he came, he asked me if I swallowed it and I said I did. he told me to tell nobody about this and i listened to him. he said if he caught me around there again he would fuck me in the ass. I never did go back, but really wished I had cause he had the perfect cock for fucking.

    #10618 — Comments (0) — Dec 2, 2011 at 8:11 AM — That's Juicy! (4) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    Does anyone have any advice on coming out of the closet? I fantasize about being with men and about crossdressing. I love sucking dick and taking it up the ass while wearing high heels and pantyhose. And I'm tired of hiding it from the world. But I also want a relationship. I want to go out, dress like a woman, and be with a man - with me being the female in the relationship. But I feel like society will see that as wrong and I'm not sure what to do...

    #10602 — Comments (0) — Nov 27, 2011 at 10:20 PM — That's Juicy! (3) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    I am an average looking 37 year old guy who has been crossdressing as long as I can remember. I cannot pass but, when in femme, I look like a million bucks from the neck down. Long story short, I meet a very well hung man about twice a month in my storage building and I suck his cock until he shoots his load down my throat. I love it and want to be his whore full-time.

    #10590 — Comments (4) — Nov 24, 2011 at 11:21 PM — That's Juicy! (11) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    i am putting up with a family as a paying guest and i have separated from my family. I work at a call centre. The owner seems to have a thing for me and so does his son. incidentally both of them have wives who are still alive. They both have hinted to me that they could pay me if i was available but i think they are jerks but i need the money.

    #10548 — Comments (0) — Nov 17, 2011 at 6:06 PM — That's Juicy! (2) Remove This.
  • — Out of the Closet —
    Posted by Anonymous

    i love to watch female porn stars esp. the ones with heavy boobs and i am a girl

    #10341 — Comments (0) — Sep 21, 2011 at 4:34 PM — That's Juicy! (2) Remove This.
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