First Time Sucking A Cock
Married 42 years. No sex in 10 years with the wife. I became curious about other men's penis' mid marriage, but was afraid to do anything about it. Started watching amateur porn alone & became fixated on cock. The more I watched, the more I wanted to touch one, hold it in my hand & maybe suck one.
Cut to the chase, Business trip, out of state, chatted with an older gay man. Explained my situation. He was very understanding & polite on the phone. We spoke for 2 days. I decided this may be my only chance to see if my curiosity and new desire could become reality.
Drove to his apartment, my hands shaking. Thought about leaving & telling him I couldn't go through with it. But, went up to his apartment. He greeted me in just his undies & welcomed me in.
He had a gay porn on his big screen, invited me to sit on an air mattress & blankets he'd prepared in his living room & brought me a beer. He knew I was extremely nervous & talked with me for quite a while. He asked if I wanted to take my clothes off, I did, but I was so nervous. I have a really small penis, which I've always been self conscience about anyway.
He told me it was perfectly fine, calmed me down, then helped me remove all my clothes. He carefully folded them & put them on the couch behind us. When I turned to look at him, he'd removed his underwear, was totally naked & his cock was hanging down. My stomach was churning & my mouth got dry.
This was it (I thought), I'm 40, married, 3 kids, with a tiny penis & here I am, in another man's apartment, naked with him. What am I supposed to do? He was a big man, maybe 6' 4 & very well built. His cock was beautiful, almost perfect. Probably 7" long & three times thicker than mine. And, it was still soft.
I just sat there looking at it. He said "You like it?" I could only get out an (uh huh) & took a big swig of my beer. He came over, sat beside me, put his left arm around me & reached over and started rubbing my little weenie. I know I've repeated how nervous I was, but I can't overstate how true it was. So nervous, my little wee wee was all the way up inside me. I looked down & couldn't even see my head. I was so embarrassed!
He kept fiddling & rubbing with two fingers, then bent down & lightly bit my right nipple. That felt so good & made my body tingle. I reached over & put my hand on his big cock. At that point, I knew I wanted to suck him, Suck my first cock. It was so warm. So soft, but it started to thicken and get harder. It was so big.
He moaned as I wrapped my fingers around his shaft, then he bent down & took my, now erect, 4" penis into his mouth. He made oral love to my weenie. Gently caressing my balls, then he touched my butt hole with a finger. Holy shit. No one's ever done that to me. I came in his mouth, he moaned, I moaned, he swallowed my cum. As I was still slowly stroking his big hard, thick cock, he leaned back up & kissed me. Another first!
I could taste my cum on his lips & tongue. He hugged me, then lay back against the couch, his big, beautiful cock, now fully hard & probably 8" or more long, swaying in front of him.
I leaned over & kissed the head of this man. I tasted his pre cum. I took his thick shaft into my hand. kissed his head again, licked it, then bent further and slid my lips down over his cock.
Me, a middle aged married, straight man left me at that moment. I loved this man's cock. I wanted to pleasure him, make him feel good. I sucked him slowly, I wanted to make this time with him last. He rubbed my shoulders as I made oral love to his cock. I went down on him as far as I could. I wanted to take all of him in my mouth. The head hit the back of my throat. I gagged. I only had half of his cock in my mouth.
I tried several more times to force my head down onto his cock to get it all in, but, I couldn't. I gagged every time. My eyes watering, saliva pouring onto his balls. I looked up to him & said "I love your cock, I'm sorry I can't get it all in". He calmly said "That's ok Jim, you're doing a great job. Suck my cock Jim."
I sucked his cock for a half hour. I felt it get thicker, then, as he put both hands on the top of my head, started moaning then said "Oh fuck Jim, yea, that's it, suck my cock, I'm gonna cum. I tried one last time to take his cock all the way in, gagged, but didn't pull up this time & he pushed my head down till my eyes watered, I couldn't breathe, and felt his cock throb & pulse as he yelled "Fuck yes! Oh Fuck! Suck my cock Jim, I'm gonna.... oh Fuck! I'm cumming!"
His cock head was at the back of my mouth, I felt the first shot of his cum hit my tonsils. I knew I wanted to suck a cock, but never thought about what I would do if the guy came in my mouth. Pull back & let it run out? or swallow it.
I was in heaven with his cock deep in my mouth & I moaned as he shot 4 or 5 more loads of his delicious cum into my mouth. I swallowed every drop.
I spent the night with him. I'm a happy cock sucker now. I'd love to share more