- My Family -
Lesbian Female / 33
Fantasize Over Men But Never Feel That Connection Because My Step Bro
My step brother used me as a cum dump growing up, he was 16 I was 9 when it started. I did not really understand what was going on to be honest. I remember he would lock the door to our parents bedroom when he was in charge of babysitting us. He would tell me to lay on the bed, he would craw under the sheet from the end of the bed and lick my pussy. It felt soooo good, why would I want it to stop? Eventually it escalated into me touching him, there was one day where he was playing video games, I wanted to feel his dick. He was laying on his side on the bed staring up at the TV playing games and I reached in and started feeling him, I wanted to feel him get hard and he did, then I heard my mom coming and she opened the door and I had to rip my hand out of his pants. I don’t remember the first time he fucked me, but I do remember a few times he fucked me, we were home alone, just him and I he had bent me over the back of the couch and started fucking me from behind. He finished inside of me, how I never got pregnant was a miracle. Later on, he graduated to where my pussy wasn’t enough he wanted to try my ass, one night when our parents let us sleep out in tents out back, he chose to sleep in my tent. He woke me up pressing his dick against my asshole, he made it go in, it was so painful I begged him to just fuck me normal. Now, I can’t ever really fuck a man or feel much other than one orgasm and I want to be done since I was only ever used for a cum and done my whole childhood. But I have this kink that I love CNC sex and I wish I could find a man that could do the same again with out being intimidated by me. I’m a strong woman now and my presence can diminish masculinity sometimes. I love daddy kinks and unwanted creampies. But now I’m in a committed lesbian relationship and I wish I could just find my SL for these urges, because I don’t want to leave her or lose her and I want to be with her but I have these needs and urges I need to do eventually.



